Today has been such a good day. We just got online, after many months without it. As I was sitting here I realized that just being connected to the web made me feel a lot less lonley. I got to chat with some of my friends as they signed on and off through out the day and I got to E-mail Clint periodically. I think it was more that that though- I think it was that I got to see all the other places and people that are online. There are Churches places I didn't know existed. People doing jobs and reccommending resturants that I couldn't have dreamed up. Lots of life. Lots of people living -a fact I tend to forget when I sit at home all day without a car. I guess it made me feel hopeful...that even though my life is chaotic and unsettled, some people do get up at the same time every morning, go to the same place to work, see all their old friends and watch the same tv every night. I can not tell you how comfortable that sounds.

I am looking for a job. I can't believe how hard that is! I don't even know where I want to live...so my search is pretty broad. Maybe that is the problem.

It snowed big fluffy flakes today. I have been carrying my big hot water jug around all day trying not to freeze!